I wanted to post a huge THANK YOU and LOVE YOU to all who have shown me and my family what love is. This past week was definately one of the hardest emotionally I have ever been through. I feel very blessed to have such wonderful, caring, compassionate, charitable people in our life. I had one friend just step right in and take my kids for two days, bring us meals for two days and show me what true friendship is...Thank you Shira. You are an angel! I have had friends and family come by with food, cards, plants and love. I appreciate the phone calls and blog comments. All of these things helped Mitch and I through such a difficult time. We had not planned this baby but knew from the beginning that it was meant to be. We both feel a huge loss and have wondered why this happened. I have felt almost guilty for grieving and a huge feeling of selfishness for feeling the way that I do, but I know why I feel these feelings...because I know what we lost out on in this life. Mitch and I love our kids to no end and envisioned having this little one bless our lives and so we now feel this loss even greater, because we know what we are going to miss out on. But I really do know that my Heavenly Father knows that every choice we make, carves out a new path for us to take and that each path we make should lead us back to HIM. So I have complete faith that this was meant to be...just not in the way we intended it to be.
Thank you, all of you, who have thought about us and kept us in your prayers. I have felt your love and it has given me strength!
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I'm so glad people have stepped in to help you. Shira is fantastic. Would you mind telling her 'Hi" for me? I'm lame and only keep contact with people who blog. She doesn't have one does she?
Anyway, I'm glad you are starting to feel physically better. Just remember to allow yourself time to heal emotionally.
I'm so glad you are doing ok. I have thought about you often! Thanks for sharing your thoughts!
We are glad you have such good friends there in Farmington. Sorry, we couldn't help out, only a phone call we can do. Our hearts are filled with sorrow, but yet excitement too, knowing you guys will practice more to bring that 4th one here for all to enjoy!!!
love ya
I am so sorry to hear all that has happened. You are one strong girl and so many people know that, and I hope that you too know that. I am glad that you have so many amazing people close by to give you love and support. Thanks for your inspiring story. Hope you are feeling okay girl!
Glad you I have such good friends, I'm not a very good one! I'm sorry to hear that you lost your baby. I'm sure its harder than I know, but I'm sure you'll be able to raise that baby in the next life. Please call me if and whenever you need to talke, I'd love to be there for you!
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