
I had two very intersting-okay, not interesting but traumatic, horrible, rough , exasperating, frustrating experiences this past week. When is enough really enough? Does God really give us ONLY the trials we can handle? I have to answer that question as a NO! I think he gives us trials that we CAN'T handle, we just push ourselves to the limit to overcome those tough times and in the long run we do get stronger and gain more faith so that we can handle those unbearable times. But really I think I have met my tolerance on one of those Goliath's I have had in my life for some time now. I feel DEFEATED and HOPELESS...TRULY. I would like to think of myself as a strong person but maybe there are some trials in life we were not meant to overcome. So then what do we do then? Give up? Keep fighting? Honestly, I want to wave my white flag at this point. Surrender and accept defeat!






